Peter actually looks stricken for a moment, all the confidence and bravado and anger and malice disappears and there's a very lost look on his face. He trembles slighly, his mouth opening as if he's going to say something but the words die before they can form.
He shuts his eyes tight for a second and then opens them again, they were clearly reddened and teary. And then he's yelling back--
"You don't think I miss him too?! You have no idea what it's like! To see your best friend die over and over and over and over again and there's nothing you can do to stop it! And when you, somehow, miraculously can stop it, guess what?! You mess things up even worse and it's all your fault and now he's--" He can't say it. The planet is shaking, large cracks from nearby, storm clouds are boiling overhead, lightning strikes in the distance.
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Peter actually looks stricken for a moment, all the confidence and bravado and anger and malice disappears and there's a very lost look on his face. He trembles slighly, his mouth opening as if he's going to say something but the words die before they can form.
He shuts his eyes tight for a second and then opens them again, they were clearly reddened and teary. And then he's yelling back--
"You don't think I miss him too?! You have no idea what it's like! To see your best friend die over and over and over and over again and there's nothing you can do to stop it! And when you, somehow, miraculously can stop it, guess what?! You mess things up even worse and it's all your fault and now he's--" He can't say it. The planet is shaking, large cracks from nearby, storm clouds are boiling overhead, lightning strikes in the distance.