"Why do you have it out for me anyway? What did I ever do to you?"

Somehow this entire conversation is going horribly wrong. How is this about him all of a sudden? Why is he defending himself to Brett of all people, Brett, the most terrible person that he knows save from Moreau maybe?

All of this, it's a terrible logic and John realizes he's getting upset despite himself. It doesn't matter. It shouldn't matter? Why does it matter?

He doesn't want to hear this.

"... I don't care about your opinion of me. I'm a better person than you'll ever be. You're a murderer. It doesn't mater what you think of me."